Dasen's thoughts
junho 30, 2003
 
People in Evora are so petty
It's true!! And they're affecting Marisa.... It's amazing how false people can be in this country. Maybe I'm generalizing a bit, I'm sure there are people like that everywhere, but comparing to the people I've know on the net and a few in real life, the ones in Evora are the worse. They are simply fakes. You cannot trust at all in what they show you to be... And Marisa is being hurt because of that. Fuck them all. They disgust me. That's why I've always had few friends, and those where "true" friends and not pretend ones... God....

God, it makes me so angry.. If you wanna know what I mean, watch harry potter movies: you know Harry's uncles? thats the kind of people I'm talking... that only care about status, and not the heart of people...blagg.. I should be sorry for them being like that, but I'm not, I think they deserve being like that, because in the end, it will be their little heads who'll be constantly occupied with petty things and grievances.. wait.. I'm startin to be a bit occupied aswell:) I think I gotta calm down, they're not worth my energy..... But god do they make me angry....... ROW.....Uff.. much better now..

ps. Found an amazing thing. oekaki... it's a little drawing java program, which (if you like) records all your brushes, and allows you to see the drawing being made from start after you've finished it. The even cooler thing about it is that you post it on a board, and people all over the world comment on it. It's Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool. Obviously it's japanese invention... those guys are amazing.... :)))))))) Oh, here's the links:
Bakaneko.com's Oekaki Boards
Oekaki Centra
Somehow, I still haven't found any backgroud history on it.. it's amazing.. if anyone knows anything at all, please tell me.

p.p.s. The commenting system is a bit down, sorry about that, but you can e-mail me at dasen00@yahoo.com

p.p.p.s. I've edited the template, and now, the fonts get smaller the older they are :) It's so cool :))) eheheh yahoo. Well, now it's not very visible, but in a few posts it will.byebye

junho 29, 2003
 
I gotta get my own room
I'm really think I've got the get my own room. And for that I'll need a part-time job, right? And pass the exams, right?
Yeah, right!
NO, I CAN MAKE IT, AAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRGGGGGGGGG.. argakhgjkarjhgrjkagkjr FUCK IT, FUYCK ALL THE WOTRLD FUCK THEM ALL, AHAHAGAAHAHAHAHAHAA ggrrrllrmrmmrlmmm... oh well.
junho 14, 2003
 
How can the love of a woman affect you in your life? How can it change you, how can it make you happy? It's amazing what Marisa has done to me. I am reaching new levels of happiness I never dreamt before. I now understand how can people dance and cheer, something I never could before...
 
I never thought I'd feel what I'm feeling, the sensation is so strong, yet so intimidating. I constantly sense the urge to observe, to analyse, to doubt. But somehow, I'm optimistic, I know from now on I will be happy.

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