I'm so afraid. I'm afraid I won't be ever happy. I'm afraid I'm gonna continue to have bad thoughts about me. I'm afraid of what I'll do to other people. I'm afraid of me and I'm afraid of it. I'm so missing being close to someone. Feeling secure by sharing something with them. Feeling a human being. I'm so afraid I'll fail. I'm angry I think that there is such a thing as "fail" in human life.


I HAVE TO BE ONE WITH THE TAO...NO DEMANS...NO EXPECTATIONS...NO WORRIES...NO GRUDGES...NO NOTHING...JUST THE TAO
- posted by da @ 04:17